Thursday, November 1, 2007

Shiksa (Girlfriend)

Last night we went to a Halloween party and she freaked out. It was in Uptown and it was a group of D's friends who we didn't know at all. We were walking down the stairs towards the party and she disappeared. I figured she had gone to some other part of the apartment but when none of us had seen her in a half hour or so we went looking.

Turns out she was back in the car because she was too scared to mingle. It's times like this when I wish we were dating the most, so I could take her in my arms and tell her that it's ok to be scared sometimes and that I would never hold it against her.

But we're not together.

And neither are her and D, apparently. Despite her profile changing, her texting D and calling him her boyfriend, and telling her sister about it, and the fact that I'm 99% sure they fooled around last night. She claims they're not together and I have to take her at her word I guess.

We're drinking at her house tomorrow and I'm scared. I really don't want anything to happen but I just can't say no. I almost hope I get sick so I don't have to worry about it.

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