Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Let It Die

AS and I have barely spoken for 10 days and she finally caved tonight and asked if I wanted to go to Perkins with her. I said yes because I missed her so much this past week and I have only been waiting for her to call or write or text or email, or anything, just to know that she still wants to be around me.

So we fought on and off all night and I remembered why I stopped speaking to her in the first place.

It reminded of a scene from The Office where Jim is speaking to the camera after transferring. "When I saw Dwight I started to feel bad about all those pranks I played on him. And then Dwight spoke."

It's the same way with AS. I check my phone all the time, or my Facebook, hoping to see something from her. But when we hang out...she's so demanding, annoying, she doesn't know anything about the real world and she STILL doesn't treat me like just a friend but she won't commit to dating because I'm not good looking enough I guess.

I've been spending some time with BH, the girl who let it spill to her boyfriend that AS and I slept together. Long story short, it got out to the rest of the world and AS watched what was left of her reputation crumble. That was months ago, and the world has moved on. AS didn't lose any friends she hadn't already lost after cheating on TB anyways, but she apparently holds her reputation above all other things. So AS is mad because I hung out with BH, and I didn't call to check up on her when she was sick, and blah blah blah I don't act like I want to be her friend.

If being a friend to you entails acting like your boyfriend, then no, I don't want to be your friend.

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