Wasting Time

Gah, I hate stuff like this. She always does this.

I got out of class early, called her first, regretted it right away and started calling other people to hang out. Got a hold of L and decided to go over there and just hang out, which was really fun. I wasn't hungry but if I was, I could've basically eaten her whole kitchen cuz she kept offering me stuff. We were watching South Park and this super creepy documentary on baby snatchers when AS called. She wanted me to leave L's early so we could watch Snatch. Mistake one: I said yes. I left around 9:10, when I could've waited until at least 9:45 and spent more time with L which is sort of what I've been trying to do all summer, the no car thing is not helping though.

Mistake two: I let her start talking to my sister. They talk for like 20 minutes, then we get to the living room and she starts talking to my mom...more time wasted. Then my neighbor shows up and they start talking. We get halfway through the movie and she says she has to go.

I left the girl I like early, to see a girl I don't like, to watch a movie that we didn't even fucking watch.

What the hell am I thinking? Why didn't I just say no when she called earlier?