Shitty, shitty week.
Thursday: court went badly. I got convicted, so now I have a minor on my record. My insurance goes up 100-200 bucks a month, I have to do some community service and some lame DUI programs. If I get caught with alcohol in the next month I go to jail for the next 30 days.
Friday: My parents find my case of beer and liter of vodka in my room. Chaos ensues. I head to a nearby park with RL and S and drink 15 shots of rum to self medicate. I don't remember about half that night. It was fun though. :D
Saturday: I head over to AS's house with a bunch of friends to play some videogames and try and relax after Thursday and Friday, everyone but me left around 1:30 and I wound up going down on her for like an hour. That's the first time we've ever done that sober...
Today: I go to work all day and I'm still pumped for the party tonight, but when I got home I hopped online for the first time in a few days...I read a couple surveys she filled out. She yearns to be with him in LA. She didn't believe in love at first sight until she met him. She wants him to be the one. I knew I would fucking regret hooking up last night but for the first time last night she didn't say she felt guilty, and I wasn't upset. And now I regret it, after reading those. Fuck it, I'm done with her. I'm going after L, she's been calling me a lot lately and all my friends like her too.
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