True statement. In the three days she was home, AS already started to break me down again...can't let that happen. I have to stay distant. I need that because otherwise it hurts too bad to be around her. Two nights ago we were watching a movie and I stayed for about 3 hours longer than I wanted to, because she asked me to. I'm done doing that, I had to work the next day and it was hell because I was up so late. So last night I stopped by to drop off the OC and pick up some stuff. (I'm watching her house this whole week while she's away on spring break.) I got some last minute instructions from her parents and then decided to head out to another friend's house. She begged me to stay but I took off anyways, because I wanted to. It felt good to do what I wanted for a change. It's weird, I never used to tell her how I really felt about the way she is, but now I do it all the time. Like I was explaining to her last night, "Either you'll change, and I'll stop ripping on you about it, or you don't change and I get to keep making fun of you. I win either way."
Last night was good, my other friend and I played videogames for a couple hours. We're going to try and have a small gathering at AS' house Thursday night, we'll see how that goes.
B...eh...I don't know what to do. I think she's pretty in to me, she asked me to call her when I have time, but I don't really want to. I hate to sound shallow but as cool as she is...she's not that attractive, and I'm pretty picky when it comes to women. Very male of me, I know, but you ladies out there do it too. It really has to be the whole package when it comes to a girl, which seems to be impossible to find. By whole package I mean looks, sense of humor, good taste in music and movies, polite, confident, and on and on it goes. Maybe I should just lower my standards a bit?
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