Drive All Night

So the punishment for the minor finally got handed down. Even if I somehow don't get convicted for the minor, I still can't drive: indefinitely. If I get the full brunt of it I'll be uninsured by State Farm for three years, but since I live with my parents they'll still have to pay for insurance through Progressive. $400 dollars a month. Hopefully the fact that I'm in school, have decent grades, a job, and that this is a first time offense will bring it down to community service, but either way, I lose. There goes my whole summer.

I finally got the chance to hang out with M last night, we've been trying to set something up for almost 2 weeks now. We grabbed some food and scaled his girlfriend's church. Talk inevitably turned to AS and we had a pretty serious heart-to-heart about the whole thing. Despite TB and I being friends for so long, we really didn't hang out that much so M knew a lot more about his relationship with AS than I did. He said he thought I was being played and that I should get out. I got so close to AS to heal her, and now she's over TB. Time for her to learn to depend on herself. She has to figure it out that I won't be there for her all the time, she needs to learn to do things for herself. So actually this works out alright, I can't drive anywhere anyways so I won't be spending nearly as much time with her.

I can't date her until she changes, no matter how much I want to be with her. So that's that.